10th May 2012
Thursday // 2pm // 2 weeks ago
10th May 2012
Thursday // 2am // 3 weeks ago
06th May 2012
Sunday // 4am // 3 weeks ago
wow.
“miracles do exist, mine just happens to be sleeping”
this was the last email i received from my ex before we existed. and all i can say is, i miss having someone love me at that level. im tired of chasing, im tired of showing love to someone that feels it but doesnt always show it. i want to be treated like a princess. i want to be baby’ed. i want to be number 1. but i want Will. and as long as i want him, its not gonna be ME ME ME. and thats ok because thats not how he is and i dont want him to change for me. but it’d be really nice to feel all those things. itd be really nice to do Disneyland, and valentines day and stuff again. it’d be really really nice.
03rd May 2012
Thursday // 4am // 3 weeks ago
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im constantly being reminded of your past gfs. i hate to imagine you with someone besides me but occasionally i cant help it. i love you from the bottom of my heart and i never want you to fall away from me. it feels like youre letting go though. the internet isnt somewhere i should put my problems. but at least im not bothering you with them. i just want to see and feel your happiness and im sorry i do things to hinder that. the way you talk to me sometimes though makes me so mad. why cant you see that? i want to be appreciated even though you do a lot for me. id do anything for you. i guess i should just stop for tonight though. thats it.
03rd May 2012
Thursday // 2am // 4 weeks ago
03rd May 2012
Thursday // 2am // 4 weeks ago
"Who knows how long I’ve loved you
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to, I will
For if I ever saw you
I didn’t catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same"
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to, I will
For if I ever saw you
I didn’t catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same"
— “I Will” by The Beatles
03rd May 2012
Thursday // 1am // 4 weeks ago
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i guess you could say i lost him before i even really had him. its dawning on me that im really feeling losing a love like yours. over what? you dont even know why you let me go. i dont understand how it fell apart so easily. how does it feel to not have me around?
are you lonely?
are you sad?
do you notice?
we could have been something real.
02nd May 2012
Wednesday // 7pm // 4 weeks ago
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i wish i was a little kid again because skinned knees heal faster than a broken heart.
02nd May 2012
Wednesday // 7pm // 4 weeks ago
:(
you told me you were done.
and my heart broke.
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